Dear my one and only love,
Im tired of feeling depressed without you
I just miss you so much.
I was the one to walk away and I know I screwed up.
but you have to understand why.
You werent the best to me either and thats not your fault,
if you dont want me back then ill go away, far away.
Ill make sure you never see me again
I dont wanna cause you anymore pain.
I wont ask you to take me back.
Ive changed alot since we were together
and Im alot better now.
I dont see why you didnt love me then.
why were you always trying to change me?
why was I not enough?
I tried my best, but I was no good.
come to think of it, Im stronger without you
I can live on my own, I dont need you in my life.
I can be my own person and find someone who loves me that way.
I started this wishing I could have you back but now Im fine without you.
I should say goodbye now.
You will never see me again, I dont want more pain.
I loved you,
Sincerely, the one you never loved.
So, I wrote this a while ago and just found it. I guess it is from April 2011.
I like it! That strong sense of independence towards the end really ends it well
Yeah. I had actually been thinking about writing something that the person ended up feeling strong at the end after thinking they couldnt live on, then i looked at some old accounts and found this. I need to finish looking at my writings. I know I have more that are older