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I dont want this.
I dont want you.
at least i dont want this new you.
They were all right when they said you would hurt me again.
I was just blinded by my love of you to see the real you.
My heart is breaking piece by piece, one by one because of you.
How could you completely ignore me like you did?
It was MY birthday celebration and you left me alone in your car for an hour.
Thanks babe, Love you too.
That was supposed to be my one night with you and our friends.
But you left me.
You will always be the one to leave me.
Im not strong enough without you.
When your gone, I feel heartbroken and empty.
When your here, I feel happy and want each moment to last forever.
When we are around other people, thats when things go wrong.
Thats the time when im ignored and mistreated.
You allowed these people to change you for the worst.
The boyfriend i knew and loved before I left for a month is gone.
I wish he could find his way back.
I really miss him.
He always made me feel special.
I could tell he really cared about me.
Now all you are is an emotionless machine that does what he is told by his creators.
I feel like I am the last in line for you, I get the leftovers.
Do you really even need me?
What can you get from me that you dont already get from other people?
You talk to other girls more than you do to me.
When you are with me you spend your time texting those other girls.
Why must i share you with everyone?
You wouldnt even tell your ex girlfriend to stop hitting on you when we got together.
Do i really mean that much to you?
Do i mean anything at all?
Or am i just the girl you go to when everyone else leaves you?
I dont want to be here unless i know im valued.
Thats all i can say, I just want everything back how it was.
I dont know if this one is any good, I kind of wrote it in frustration.
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Dragynking's avatar
aaah, alot of feeling in this one, its heart breaking! Seems like some change for the better while others..change for the worse huh.